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Sahra
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Sup? So I'm not all that interesting, at least i don't think so. I'm just a high school grduate that can't get a job for the life of her. I would like to get into cosplaying but i have no friends that would like it or would be willing to go with me (at least none where i live) but i think i may try it.

Um I'm into fanfiction I prefer to do Oc/Canon stories but depending on who the canon/canon is i will write it too. Though personally i do not read them. And i like to draw but not as much as most of you on here and i prefer to use bases when i do because I'm not that creative in the drawing department.

If you ever want to talk to someone about any to everything I'm willing. I'm a figurative punching bag for my friends. They need to rant or yell at someone i let that someone be me because i know that it'll help and that half of what they say isn't true but how they feel at the moment. So one they're done ranting and they look to feel guilty i laugh and turn everything semi funny without destroying the entire mood of getting everything out.

I don't have many real friends. I know it's true though so it's all good. I only have one best friend in the entire world thisisyourfault.deviantart.com… and i think she needs a new and better icon pic.

Well i have noting else to say, i think someone on here should talk to me XD

Oh and I'm dating this weird guy that's in Florida. Here's his profile somnambulantzombie.deviantart.…
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I know OP the best but I'll be willing to whatever you want really. Though I can't do maleXmale Or girlXgirl. Not, not because it 'disgusts' me. I'm a bi-sexual with past GF's. It's just that I'm not sure if I could do it any justice. I'll give it a try if you so wish but I MAKE NO PROMISES!

Also if you won't donate but you make let's say icons or whatever we could trade.

I'll be open to do most anything though so um there's a journal way down below with more info. As soon as I type it. ALso I don't do CanonXCanon cause I have a lot of trouble keeping both in character. So Please comment or something and lats talke

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So much shit has happened in little over three days that it is't even funny. Like I'm honestly not even surprised I had an anxiety attack in the middle of the street Monday. 

To begin explaining it really started bout noonish Sunday. I'm part of a youtube collab called the weekly queers and i post on Fridays. Friday the video didn't upload. Saturday I couldn't post it to FB for my friend to try and by Sunday it was accidentally deleted. Then that night my favorite pair of headphones (brand new btw) broke. I had hoped that was all but there were three perverts watching and harassing me after that. 

The first one was like one black that was constantly saying things like 'hey babe come over here!' and 'you wanna go get some?' there was also 'You got a boyfriend> wanna come home with me?' etc. Creeper2 is...i sat down with my food at the laundromat and as I was eating this old guy kept staring and watching and then when i went to move my clothes from the washer and dryer he followed me and kept watching me until i left. Finally creeper number three was driving a van or whatever as i walking my dogs. and he sat through a green light to yell and wolf whistle at me the entire time.

While at the laundromat the dryer was acting up. Normally this is such a stupid thing that I'd laugh about but then look at everything that has happened so far and you can see why it began to get to me. Nothing was going right.

Monday I wake up thinking it'll be better. But my fav hat is missing and i freak out spending an hour searching for it. Finally as I gave up i found it. I was like YES FINALLY THE CURSE IS BROKEN!!!!!! 

no.

nope. 

Nuh-uh.

My fucking bike was stolen.

So for the passed two weeks I've been sick. First a fever then strep and the baby had a really bad diaper rash called a fungal rash and I felt so bad for her. Then the whole Friday Saturday Sunday things and finally Monday stolen bike i freaked out to say the least. In the middle of the street (i.e. sidewalk) I began to hyperventilate and cry and freak out in general. My first anxiety attack in public.

I called the only 'friend' in town and hung out with him and his gf, another 'friend'. It was cool and all good. That night everything seemed to be looking up. Tuesday was a breath of fresh air as I had no problems and even went to the movies and saw the conjuring (eh, it was alright to me). Wednesday (today) Holy shit was today good. Great the best! PRAISE THE LORD MY CURE WAS BROKEN!!!!!!!!

My brother, Cody, came into town and we hung out. Did a photoshoot type thing and I'll post pictures asap (a.k.a. soon as he gets off his lazy ass and send them to me). My hair dye finally came in and it's now lime green. I've been waiting a month or so to do this to my hair. 

Finally Cody left and my downtown 'friend' sent me a text. If the quotes around " 'friend' " don't give away where this is going, i honest think you need some help.

He began bad talking Cody. Implying shit and making me upset. then when he asked what color my hair was i said green and he's like 'of course. figures' blah blah blah, 'it's because his hair is green too' blah blah blah 'if i was Cody blah blah blah' etc. So no i feel like shit because i apparently 'ignored' him. I's so stupid for dying my hair green. i feel like shit again and was on the verge of a second anxiety attack.

So i was like 'fuck this' (i honestly threw my phone and left the apartment.) and went to yarn night. Had a great time crocheting, i love it, and when i get home after a nice two hours i find like ten degrading messages on my phone about how im a bad friend and how i made him feel like shit. Honestly with this kid he makes me want to jump off of a bridge. 

I'm not going to but at times it's hard because of this. I wanna be happy so i try to do things that make me happy. that make me not sad. But if i do those things i piss someone else off and when i say i don't care i was happy so i'm fine with it i'm a bad friend because i don't care about them. because i want to have one day where i don't think about slitting my own throat, cutting my wrists (i font but i think about it often) and so on.

I'm not allowed to be selfish and i just wish i could be. 

Like why don't I ever matter?

Night.

P.S. this is why i said night early. I'm going to bed now but i needed to get all of this out first. You know who you are that i'm talking to.

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Rositabluemoon Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Are still making that jak and daxter story
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Thanks for the Seeker faves!
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I love your transformers art!
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Thank you XD I'm honored to hear your appreciation ^^
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thanks for faving my illustrations  I am happy you like them :D (Big Grin)
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RETALIATION POKE!!!!!!!!
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